one thousand gifts

Hello friends I have not blogged in forever, I know. I have been busy and dealing with some anxiety issues. I hate to tell you but this is ME! I hate changes and there are lots of things going on at work due to our upcoming move to our new building. I grab hold of something and just dwell on it. It consumes me. If you have never dealt with anxiety oh bless you friend! I am doing better and each day is getting better. I got up early today dropped off the girls at school ( they normally take the bus but Mya needed to be there earlier today) and so my day began....

I then grabbed my DECAF Skinny Vanilla (no diet cokes for days now yay) on the way to Ladies Bible Study! I sat in the chapel waiting to be dismissed to our assigned classes and wondered if this class was truly for me

Becoming a Woman of Simplicity??? Do I belong in this class, would people like me, do I talk too much in class?? All those doubts were in my head. As I'm walking to my class our teacher reaches over to me and says "Helen Castro?" (they call me Helen at church you guys not Maria ) loooong story.

I said YES! She says I remember meeting you two Sundays ago at church~~ I just looked at her like oh yes suuuure!!Then she started talking and going over everything about our class. YES I belong here! She mentioned this book and I just two minutes ago ordered it!! Friends so sorry to keep it real but this is who I am. If you guys pray please send out a special prayer for me and our whole new hospital and everyone that will be working there!! We need all the prayers we can get!!

on a brighter note sweet babes are all great~they are my life and sweet Albert is great too!!

XOXO

until next time!